You are my Moon, You are my Sun...

You are my moon, you are the sun
It’s you I wish, it’s you I won.

You calm my noon and glisten the nights
For you I swoon, you brighten my might.

You are my music, the lyrics unsung
You bring the moves, the hush, the jump.

You are my orchid with the morning dew
Sprinkling the essence of you in lieu

You are my dawn, you are the dusk
It’s you I want, feel and pulse.

You are my mountain, you are the sand
You bring the elation oh so grand!

Yes!! You are my moon, you are my sun
It’s you I wish, it’s you I love…

Implicit love

A dark, star lit evening
Benignly calling me for a stroll.
The road laying itself cheerfully
Asking me to flow with the course.

The branches twisting and twirling
And breeze preparing to give those gentle strokes.
Eagerly waiting for our soulful union
I feel tickled walking my way through such roads.

Charismatic are the whispers chanted by those turns
And implicit is the relation that I share with the ferns.
Gratifying is my life with the surrounds I have earned.
And sacred are the moments that touch upon my heart.

A blissful walk in the meadows
Or a silent saunter under the shadows
Infusing a sense of life in me
Leads my way to the eternity.

???

Didn’t I care enough?
With all the honesty I had.

Didn’t I hold hands?
When I was asked to.

Didn’t I hold back on tears?
When I was deeply hurt.

Have I not forgiven just enough?
And moved on in life.

Or wasn’t I supposed to give all that?
Just to see those smiles.

Where did I go wrong?
I just fail to understand.

Oh god! Come and embrace my soul now,
Or do you not feel the need somehow?

All this while i haven’t heard from you,
Or may be you also fake your affection like others do?

Now I feel like questioning your existence,
But am I supposed to???

manali ... a treat fr u alll!!

i went to manali last wk wid my coll frnds... it ws a coll trip. we went to d mall road, hadimba temple, rotang n manikaran sahib... it ws indeed beautiful.

weather ws awesome n we had a gr8 time.. though thr were sm bad moments too.. on our way bk many of us gt ill as d journey ws quite bad n exhausting.

best moments - me n my 3 oder frnds we walkd arnd 5 kms frm mall road to our hotel...dat tooo at night... it ws as if wind ws matching our footsteps, n d river running alongside ws gvng us d backgroung score.
n yes hw can i frgt d snow n d snowfall..... simply miraculous, my frst such experience wid snow.

oops m back...

yes yes ofcourse i havta say sry to those who kept reminding me to say hi ... but as d blog head directs u towards feelings .... i hd to make sure i had some.... i was in a sleeping mode fr sm time....i knw it ws a bit too long... but m bk nt frgtng wishing u guys a very prosperous n happy diwali.. may god bless you n ur family... n may u always keep smiling ...

and abt my whrabts...
was here only.... but jes cut myself off frm d blog community fr sm time.. i dnt knw d reason y? probably i wanted to pay more attention to my new course.... n i think it happened vice versa, d course keeps an eye on us ;-)

firstly assignmnts, den i gt a lil ill.... den mid sems n internal exams...n wrkin on my newsline these days..

now my coll frnds r back too... n m too happy abt this fact... megz n netz r bk frm mumbai fr a few days... n d worst part abt it is that m gng to leave delhi fr 5 days as my coll trip is gng to manali...

m in two minds nw.. i seriously wish dat i cld stay bk...neways today is my frst off officialy... yes ofcourse i did bunk coll n missed a few clases bt only to catch up on my sleep.. dats it. neways we frnds nika, me, megz, nets, bhajji n a few more r surely gng to enjoy fr a few days bfr i leave...hp u guys hav loads of fun tooo...

n yea i miss writing blogs.. as i hav gt into writing a lil formal stuff.. and i surely miss u all too...
do tell me wats up wid u n hw u celebrated ur diwali..

n congrats to my best frnd mirage.. she became bhuji again:-)) n our lil angel is beautiful...muuuah

a new beginning...

hi all....

sry fr taking such a long break..but i hav gt news for u...
i hav gt admission in ggscc, delhi university fr my pg in corporate communications. so,,,, u can say i was kinda busy with that... ;-)

MY FIRST DAY TO COLLEGE

Not an apt beginning I must say.

Commenced the day with a cheery smile, anticipating a step towards my growth. But probably it was not one of my best days. As soon as I entered the metro station to catch a train for my college, I started feeling dizzy and puked. Couldn’t help much and had to wait there for half an hour before I regained some strength. I was feeling better by the time I reached college, but it seemed I had a lot in store. I was not allowed to enter the college premises because accidentally I broke the dress code by wearing capris. I was made to stand outside for 20 minutes before I could convince that it was my first day to college and was unaware of the fact.

Now I was already late for my first lecture so swiftly I entered the class and grabbed a seat. As I started paying attention to what my lecturer was teaching, I realized that I was misdirected and entered the class for ‘international marketing’ and not corporate communications. I apologized to the class and managed to locate my room. I was all stressed out, but mingled well with the proceedings in the class. After the class we had a short break where I finally got the chance to interact with my classmates. I could not restrain myself from asking the do’s and don’ts of the college. Our last lecture got cancelled and I rushed back home, unlike me. My health didn’t permit me to stay back and enjoy with the rest of the gang.

But all this while I have been wondering that why aren’t the capris allowed, as I see no offense in wearing them. The journey has just begun and I need to be armed for the unexpected.

well nw m dng fine... i puked probably because i hurried my meal in the morning. Soo..... no worries now.....

intricacy .. or........... call it life...!!

All the unsaid mounting high,
Finding the outlets clogged and dry,
The pressure is playing seesaw within,
And these eyes are not letting the tears go by.


Carrying a heavy heart,
For a reason I cannot unravel.
It’s holding back my movement,
Compelling me to lose my vision.


My mind is working round the clock,
Cracking the code for the tussle within.
I am wandering in search of solace,
And my resilience is also not letting me give up.


Some frozen thoughts remind me,
There is this fraction of mine,
Which seems to be left behind,
But how do I trace it without a single sign.

It seems am all lost…
And this trial is ripping me apart…